This is life all I need to gain

[brokeness]

Amazing how a life you thought you had seen plenty of can open up and blossom in ways that were not even imaginable before. Its the choices that you make in decisions of situations not just with things, but more importantly with people. I do believe that everyone in this world has beauty and holds deep inside a good heart, but many of us have chosen to live with it hidden deep masked and lost with the drugs alcohol and other things that cause us to surpress one of the most precious gifts we were given in this life, our emotions. I am not perfect and never will be, but my goal in this life is to each day learn from the day before and lifes lessons through experience and achieve the closest mark to being the best that I can be. The thing that guides me is my heart, its speaks so listen closely. Keep in all the good energy, the good vibes, the good aura. Negativity in you're life will keep you from growing weather or not you care to admit it is a thing time will tell.
And I can see my own strength through the past years of pain and learning. I told you I would get it right one day and I have and I am so filled with people who build me up who make me feel so loved that I grow in not confidence each day, but love. I feel I stand strong and tall and others notice me and I notice them. I carry a gift in me to share love to those who deserve it, to those who are able to give it in return. The time has passed where I waste my time with others.
I got it right, I finally got this down. My life is beautiful and I wouldn't change any of it past present. I'm blessed to be where I am.
My loves in my life....I love yous..this smile i wear day to day is thanks to you.