so much.
there are so many people who love me for exactly who i am. i was crazy to ever think that that wasn't true. or that i needed or should change who i was. i am accepted, i am loved, i am wanted by those who i need to be loved, accepted & wanted by. i am a good person. i am an honest & faithful person. i am a loyal & caring friend. i am giving & accepting. i help others see beauty & light in hard situations. i am helpful in my own way. i am incredibly loving & want to make people feel good. i am encouraging & fun. i am beautiful. i am learning to believe in myself, inside & out. i love my freckles & my brown eyes, my long fingers & the jewels i wear daily to decorate myself. i love my feets & my neck, my collar bone & my hipbones. i am learning to love my body peice by piece. i am taking care of myself, i want to be good to me. i love my big smile, my laugh makes other people laugh & that is one thing i love. my smile is sometimes contagious, i love to make people smile. i love to see people smile.
there are people around me always, that want me to be ok. people that love me & want me to be good to myself. i love them too. i am so thankful for them. i may not have 100 friends all over the place but i do have my good close friends who i've given pieces of myself to. ones that know & care about me more than those other hundred people ever could. i would rather be close to 3 people than to just have 10 aquaintences to just hang out with on a weekend.
my family loves me & i am so lucky to be with them. they are encouraging & loving & there when i need them to be. they do their best to understand who i am & that is all i can ask for. i am lucky to have parents who still love each other. i am lucky to have parents that aren't off at work all day long. i see them & can talk to them whenever i want. i am lucky that they let me still live in their house, after raising me for 20 years, they haven't kicked me out or made me pay rent! they are understanding that i have problems with some things & encourage me & help me move forward.
we all hit rough spots. i want to be there for anyone in my life when it happends to them & i want them to be there for me. i feel like i've just hit the roughest spot in my life as of yet & i'm finally crawling out. it's getting brighter & i'm looking up towards that light with a positive mind. that pure white light, i'm coming. the world is getting brighter, cleaner, purer. i am optimistic as of late.
my life, my world, my friends, my family, my love, my body, my soul, my mind & my energy are changing.
i'm feeling good.
there are people around me always, that want me to be ok. people that love me & want me to be good to myself. i love them too. i am so thankful for them. i may not have 100 friends all over the place but i do have my good close friends who i've given pieces of myself to. ones that know & care about me more than those other hundred people ever could. i would rather be close to 3 people than to just have 10 aquaintences to just hang out with on a weekend.
my family loves me & i am so lucky to be with them. they are encouraging & loving & there when i need them to be. they do their best to understand who i am & that is all i can ask for. i am lucky to have parents who still love each other. i am lucky to have parents that aren't off at work all day long. i see them & can talk to them whenever i want. i am lucky that they let me still live in their house, after raising me for 20 years, they haven't kicked me out or made me pay rent! they are understanding that i have problems with some things & encourage me & help me move forward.
we all hit rough spots. i want to be there for anyone in my life when it happends to them & i want them to be there for me. i feel like i've just hit the roughest spot in my life as of yet & i'm finally crawling out. it's getting brighter & i'm looking up towards that light with a positive mind. that pure white light, i'm coming. the world is getting brighter, cleaner, purer. i am optimistic as of late.
my life, my world, my friends, my family, my love, my body, my soul, my mind & my energy are changing.
i'm feeling good.