i cant sleep....
I dont know why but i cant ever sleep unless i take sleeping pills of which i hate to do but i go back to work on saturday so i will probably take some tomorrow night around 9pm unless i go out and party or something cuz it is friday night. Not much to do though all my friends are away to college and what am i doing? Starting school on march 15 in a direction i thought i wanted to go, but now im having second thoughts. Now im back to the very beginning? What do i do with my life? Everytime i think i have an answer, things around me change, things in my head change. Im starting to see all kinds of sides of me. Who knows who i am, if i dont know who i am? I think the drugs(perscriptions drugs) are taking over my mind and body and creating a whole new person. I just want to be me again, but who is that?
i cant sleep, so i researched some quotes that could mean something to me...
"Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself."
"They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel."
"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
"Insane people are always sure that they are fine. It is only the sane people who are willing to admit that they are crazy."
'We do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe."
"And it will fall out as in a complication of diseases, that by applying a remedy to one sore, you will provoke another; and that which removes the one ill symptom produces others"
"We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world."
"Thinking: The talking of the soul with itself."
i cant sleep, so i researched some quotes that could mean something to me...
"Never be bullied into silence. Never allow yourself to be made a victim. Accept no one's definition of your life; define yourself."
"They may forget what you said, but they will never forget how you made them feel."
"Insanity: doing the same thing over and over again and expecting different results."
"Insane people are always sure that they are fine. It is only the sane people who are willing to admit that they are crazy."
'We do not have to visit a madhouse to find disordered minds; our planet is the mental institution of the universe."
"And it will fall out as in a complication of diseases, that by applying a remedy to one sore, you will provoke another; and that which removes the one ill symptom produces others"
"We are what we think. All that we are arises with our thoughts. With our thoughts, we make the world."
"Thinking: The talking of the soul with itself."