Couldnt you just laugh until you choke?
I dont remember what days these happened on but ... one day (tuesday or wednesday i think) I hung out with Nathan, Travis and David at Travis' ... we all just hung out in my car and listened to Bayside and talked about stuff. That was tons of fun. Then Thursday I think it was Brian and Andy and Rich came over and we all hung out here for a few hours then went up to Aarons house and they played music. Brian broke the budweiser light with his drumstick (i hadnt laughed that hard in a long time) and he found a rag shaped as pants that he decided to wear and call his "sweat pants" lol. I love those guys sooooo much. Then Thursday I got chased by a mountain lion at Travis' with him, aaron, summer and david. That was the scariest night of my life. Friday I went to the beach then came home, got ready and went up to Richards and hung out with him Brain and Andy for a while. Brian made me the coolest "undead" shirt ever. Thank you Brian. Then I came home and sat around, talked to Ashley on the phone, then Rich, Brian and Andy, then Nathan. Then slept. = )
Today started off really boring and I felt like I was going to have the worst day of my life. But it turned out to be one of the best days Ive had in a long time. We went out to eat and all for my moms birthday and me and my brother ended up talking about everything for sooo long. It was great. I love my brother so much. Then we saw the bourne supremacy .... i got a new cell phone and then we came home. My parents left and like 6 and me and my brother had the house to ourselves. John, Rich, Travis, Aaron, and David came over and then Kyle and Garrett (bros friends) came too. No need for details lets just say we had a great time. I love those kids and I love my brother too. I realized today hes one awesome kid. Garrett told us (aaron in particular) some damn funny jokes and we all just hung out and had a good time. Blasted Bayside, Name Taken and Fall Out Boy. It was overall a great night. Everyone was gone by like 10:30 and me and David left to go pick up my parentals because they were a tad bit intoxicated. Then I took David home and now Im sitting here talking to Tristan, Nathan, Lauren, John, Kevin and Adam on the computer, listening to "cold and blue and lifeless" and thinking about a lot of stuff. Today was a good day. Thank you to all my friends ... you guys are the best ever.
I want to thank my best friend in the world for telling me what he did last night. Sometime I guess you just need some "tough love" and I want to say thank you Blake for saying what you did. It was hard to take but I think it finally sank in.