(UN)HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!
So last night I slept a lot
Then I got coffee with Brett and we talked...it was ok at first but then I fucking just had to talk about our god damn relationship because honestly, I won't have closer until its in my head and I know all the answers. I KNOW people lie when they break up with someone, whether its concealing some of the reasons to spare the others' feelings or just because they don't want to deal with the drama that comes with it. Anyway...I wasn't so sure if I was going to hang out with Brett today because it might make it harder but I want to have fun today. If today was my last day, I'd rather spend it having a blast than spending it moping at home. Plus I have a plan...haha
Anyway, last night was cool, after Brett dropped me off and I was sobbing my ass off, Amita came by and picked me up with Eddie and we went to a hookah lounge next to Santa Clara University but it was closed, so we met this army guy she met online and his friend and we followed them to downtown San Jose...got hella lost and that place was closed too! Omg, we were walking around, it was like 1am and this crackheaded bitch comes up to Eddie and is like I WANT YOUR SHIRT! And starts trying to touch him and chases him and stuff. Fuck tweak..that shit makes people crazy. Anyway, then we went to play Billiards and I was half asleep. Had some drug convo with the guy David's friend..I honestly have no fucking idea what his name was. Hahahahah how sad. Anyway, those were like the most polite guys we've met AND they were from the internet what the fuck. But Amita knew people that went to school with David so it wasn't that weird..haha. Anyway then I played video games with Eddie and kicked his ass without trying cause I had so much built up anger. Then we went to Denny's! Yummy..haha no discounts this time. We were gonna drink but it was like 4am and I really wanted to sleep so Amita drove me home! K well time to get dressed, do my essay and study! =(