Not In Control
Not In Control
There is a darkness that consumes my every thought and every plan.
A simple warning that will bring me back to earth time and time again.
And in this message it brings change, a cautious message, an unwanted plan.
It will signify the end.
Will I love you tomorrow?
Will I ever feel this way again?
Will I love you in the morning?
If in an instant this can be dead?
Will I love you tomorrow?
Can i save myself from my head?
I want to love you in the morning,
but in an instant this can end.
Happy feelings turn to dust and slowly blow into the sand.
All I've work to gain is lost in the grains, never to be seen again.
I'll try so hard to fight but in the end this will win.
I never wanted this to end.
Will I love you tomorrow?
Will I ever feel this way again?
Will I love you in the morning?
If in an instant this can be dead?
Will I love you tomorrow?
Can i save myself from my head?
I want to love you in the morning,
but in an instant this can end.
This is why I'm scared to move.
I'm afraid to crack the shell and let you through.
Afraid you'll be an after thought; inside my head I will get lost.
Cause in this dark there is no light, and even when I try to fight
it always happens any way, I guess I'm not meant to be happy.
Desperately I'll try to find a glimmer of hope, a reason to stand.
This can't be my fate there has to be some sort of reason or plan.
Just give me this one time and let me know that happiness is real.
I will fight this until the end.
Will I love you tomorrow?
Will I ever feel this way again?
Will I love you in the morning?
If in an instant this can be dead?
Will I love you tomorrow?
Can i save myself from my head?
I want to love you in the morning,
but in an instant this can end.
Oh 3 a.m. you inspire me.
Why can't 9 p.m. inspire me? Why... Just once.
Yeahhh that'd be nice.
<3
There is a darkness that consumes my every thought and every plan.
A simple warning that will bring me back to earth time and time again.
And in this message it brings change, a cautious message, an unwanted plan.
It will signify the end.
Will I love you tomorrow?
Will I ever feel this way again?
Will I love you in the morning?
If in an instant this can be dead?
Will I love you tomorrow?
Can i save myself from my head?
I want to love you in the morning,
but in an instant this can end.
Happy feelings turn to dust and slowly blow into the sand.
All I've work to gain is lost in the grains, never to be seen again.
I'll try so hard to fight but in the end this will win.
I never wanted this to end.
Will I love you tomorrow?
Will I ever feel this way again?
Will I love you in the morning?
If in an instant this can be dead?
Will I love you tomorrow?
Can i save myself from my head?
I want to love you in the morning,
but in an instant this can end.
This is why I'm scared to move.
I'm afraid to crack the shell and let you through.
Afraid you'll be an after thought; inside my head I will get lost.
Cause in this dark there is no light, and even when I try to fight
it always happens any way, I guess I'm not meant to be happy.
Desperately I'll try to find a glimmer of hope, a reason to stand.
This can't be my fate there has to be some sort of reason or plan.
Just give me this one time and let me know that happiness is real.
I will fight this until the end.
Will I love you tomorrow?
Will I ever feel this way again?
Will I love you in the morning?
If in an instant this can be dead?
Will I love you tomorrow?
Can i save myself from my head?
I want to love you in the morning,
but in an instant this can end.
Oh 3 a.m. you inspire me.
Why can't 9 p.m. inspire me? Why... Just once.
Yeahhh that'd be nice.
<3