theres a point when what we can be turns into what we didnt amount to

[brokendream1522]

do you ever get so bored with the way things are that it changes from boredom to irritation, because all you can do is look forward to something, then when you sit down and think about it, it just seems like youre wasting your time hoping for something thatll never happen, wasting your time preparing for someting your not even gonna do.
its just seasonal. right? thats what we decided. then lets pretend its summer, and everyones okay. maybe if we pretend for long enough, itll become a reality. maybe.