waiting for the new year.

[brokendrain]

basically wat it says just waiting. as usual waiting for things to change, waiting for things to come, waiting for life. Its all i do, i dont even know anymore what im waiting for so why i bother i dont know. I always hate the month of december its just bad times mostly. Theres a few good ones but mostly bad. This last week tho has just been hell Xmas was a disaster basically its not what it use to be in my family now its just another day that goes by and we all fake being happy with one another.

i got lazy im gona finish this later