look how she falls again
everytime i turn around something else happens, i can't take it anymore, emotional abuse from some one i thought was out of my life, how can he keep doing this to me???? i want to LIVE again, and i can;t if he wont leave me alone, he forces me to belive what he says about me is true, when it isn't,
my ex, 2 years, i finally broke up with him in dec, but he haunts me, e-mails, ims, phone calls, he says im trouble, that im no good, and he is better without me, if this is true, why won't he leave me alone?? why is he still comming around?? he wants me back, but i cant take it, while we were dating he would guilt trip me into having sex with him, saying stuff like i never wanted to make love with him, he said i needed help and he waited till he got me drunk to tell me HE cheated on me....
what do i do???what can i do?? he tries to make me belive im the bad person here, and i constiently wonder if its true...is it?? everyone told me all i would be to him was a fuck, but he told me he loved me, and we were together for 2 years, maby he was right, but he made me feel like i couldn't do better than him.......why won't he just leave me alone????
I WANT TO BE FREE FROM HIM!!!
i want to be loved for real, and i want to love again, whats wrong with that??
my ex, 2 years, i finally broke up with him in dec, but he haunts me, e-mails, ims, phone calls, he says im trouble, that im no good, and he is better without me, if this is true, why won't he leave me alone?? why is he still comming around?? he wants me back, but i cant take it, while we were dating he would guilt trip me into having sex with him, saying stuff like i never wanted to make love with him, he said i needed help and he waited till he got me drunk to tell me HE cheated on me....
what do i do???what can i do?? he tries to make me belive im the bad person here, and i constiently wonder if its true...is it?? everyone told me all i would be to him was a fuck, but he told me he loved me, and we were together for 2 years, maby he was right, but he made me feel like i couldn't do better than him.......why won't he just leave me alone????
I WANT TO BE FREE FROM HIM!!!
i want to be loved for real, and i want to love again, whats wrong with that??