Jun 04, 2008 12:48
I think I'm a nice guy. I think I try to please other people. Especially the ones I love the most. So when they are upset, I'll try to make them feel better. But I failed doing that with you. I didn't know what I was getting into, and so I made things go from good to bad.
It takes a lot to get me upset to the point where I am saying things I don't mean, and doing things I'll regret. I was there for you, taking care of you, and then I just left you when you needed me the most. I'm sorry I didn't work it out with you and insisted that we did not talk. At times I thought it was best, but I actually just neglected you the whole time. I didn't realize you were so troubled over the matter. I'm sure I made matters worse with my actions. I hope you can forgive me for that.
On top of it all, I feel like I made things progressively worse by hiding down stairs with your friends. I know it was awkward. I thought that if I could explain the situation, that maybe it would take that strange feeling in the air away. Not to mention, that I didn't know how to explain the situation with out lying.
I promise to be there for you when you need me and take care of you when you are helpless.
I want to help you through your life.
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