still cant

[brokenchild4evr]

I dont know why...just still cant really believe in love...because of all that happened with my parents and other shit.bleh. I tried to sleep on it but it still bothers me. I might talk to Ann Marie and Carrie about it when I get to school.

I think my grandma is getting me a camera today. yay.. peekture timeeee!

Damn its hella cold in here E-R-I-

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[dumbasswiteboy]

Erica I understand how you feel, with your parents and all. My parents at one point separated. And even tho they are back together now, the separation was long enough that I was able to see how life was for kids/teens who's parents been separated there who life. When they first separated I was confused cause I thought my dad loved my mom, but he cheated on her, and the only reason there back together today was cause of me, and at the time I was to yong and scared to say anything. In way's I feel if they would have stayed separated it would have made my life easier, cause when they got back together all I ever herd for the rest of my life was fighting. As time when by I started to understand. My dad did love my mom, and my mom loved my dad, but people have problems thing happen

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[dumbasswiteboy]

I met up with Kyrie one day, she's all I thought about. She mad me happy, she was a great person, and I couldn't keep her off my mind, and that all I needed to know. I didn't care that she might have ended up looking dif than the pic's she sent me, I didn't care that maybe she might not talk as much in person. I already knew who she was, and she made me the happiest I ever been sense the day my parents started having problems, she made me feel and still makes me feel like im 11/12 years old again, and that ALL I need. I cant say, that in the future its not going to turn around, cause it could, but right now im happy, and I'm in love. If it dose screw up in the future, it doesn't mean I never loved her, it doesn't mean she never loved me, and it wont me we don't love each other any more.

Sorry this was so long, I just thought it might posibly help you, and with my luck it wont and I just typed all that for nothing, haha.

I <3 Amdana alway's and forever

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[brokenchild4evr]

ok haha

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[dumbasswiteboy]

sorry about he 2 separate parts, it was to long to send all together haha. and like i said that was the short version

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[12stonesbabe]

love the way u spelled muh name....hehehehe...it's cute

I <3 gayvin always and forever

hahaha Erica...gayvin...hahaha

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[dumbasswiteboy]

8P thats not even right. and sorry the name was just a typo amanDA. but hey you tink its cute anyways so.

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[12stonesbabe]

hehehe....I still love you Gavin!!

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[brokenchild4evr]

GUH GUH GUH GAYVIN ;)

[brokenchild4evr]

i dont know what to say.people can be different than they are on the phone or on the computer..love takes time to develop...its like developing film...takes time to process....there are alot of things that have happened that you dont know about but its too much to type...14 years worth....who knows it might be more than that.

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[dumbasswiteboy]

Love that take time to develop isent true love, true love is already there from the begining.

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[brokenchild4evr]

Gavin you do not know that...no one understands love. so when you go out with someone you will say you loved them? i dont think so... no one understands it

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[dumbasswiteboy]

I never said when you go out with some one then you supose to say you love them. And you dont have to know what love is to understand it. And 2 i know what love it, but its somthing that cant be exlained exactly. I can only try an help you understand it, but i cant tell you what it is. But every thing i tryed tellin you, you dont understand.