Update!
Thanks to all of my amazing friends, I am feeling much better.
Long conversations on the phone, crying break downs, visits from Brothers, lunch with a close friend. Lots of work, lots of school, lots of homework, lots of learning.
I got registered for fall classes.. This is going to be a busy semester.
I am going to be in Phi Theta Kappa this fall, I am in mostly honors classes, and I feel hopeful. Things are moving forward in a very shiny way.
I am heading to gnostic mass this evening, and I feel so much better. I woke up in an AMAZING mood today...
I am playing Janet at Rocky tonight, and I encourage all of my austin friends and brothers to come cheer me on. It would be appreciated and welcome.
If any of you need a ride, please text or email, or gchat - or comment and I will get back with you.
I have managed to let go of a lot of the pain, betrayal, hurt, shame, guilt, and horror of this past year.
Am I completely okay? No... But I am making progress .. and it makes me joyous.
Special thanks to the Valkyrie Lady ... for being the best listener on the planet.
and to my Gator Brother ... For all the countless things you do for me.
Also, to my Wolf-sister - for the gourmet fudge ... right when I needed it!
and last but not least.. To my Mama (in the spiritual sense - I'd dye my skin lime green before thanking my biological mother) For your years of guidance and comfort - especially when I tried to think that I didn't need it.
Love IS .. Brothers.... LOVE IS! ...
Oh, and to Mel... Still waiting for a response from you!
93/93 - Most Emphatically.
Ally
Long conversations on the phone, crying break downs, visits from Brothers, lunch with a close friend. Lots of work, lots of school, lots of homework, lots of learning.
I got registered for fall classes.. This is going to be a busy semester.
I am going to be in Phi Theta Kappa this fall, I am in mostly honors classes, and I feel hopeful. Things are moving forward in a very shiny way.
I am heading to gnostic mass this evening, and I feel so much better. I woke up in an AMAZING mood today...
I am playing Janet at Rocky tonight, and I encourage all of my austin friends and brothers to come cheer me on. It would be appreciated and welcome.
If any of you need a ride, please text or email, or gchat - or comment and I will get back with you.
I have managed to let go of a lot of the pain, betrayal, hurt, shame, guilt, and horror of this past year.
Am I completely okay? No... But I am making progress .. and it makes me joyous.
Special thanks to the Valkyrie Lady ... for being the best listener on the planet.
and to my Gator Brother ... For all the countless things you do for me.
Also, to my Wolf-sister - for the gourmet fudge ... right when I needed it!
and last but not least.. To my Mama (in the spiritual sense - I'd dye my skin lime green before thanking my biological mother) For your years of guidance and comfort - especially when I tried to think that I didn't need it.
Love IS .. Brothers.... LOVE IS! ...
Oh, and to Mel... Still waiting for a response from you!
93/93 - Most Emphatically.
Ally