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fuck i am in a really depressive mood and i feel like im attacing myself to "him" to much and to fast and i hate it but i cant help it i dont even notice im doing it tell its to late i feel like i sh9ould just avoid him and not call him at all takre my mind of him and leave it on sumthing besided guys it was better wen i was with a guy for 3 or 5 dyas borke up and didnt care i never attached myself to guys and now im in this bullshit and its already killing me agian before ne thing has started well im going to get sumthing sweet coz its a big crave and wen im depressed i need sweets much love hope all u ahvce better boi luck
...stay up late.... hate wat my fate has become..well i ever be happy agian or am i ment to be barried in a hole of miseray and pain until i finally go insane! bye me ya i kno it sux but hey wat can i say
...stay up late.... hate wat my fate has become..well i ever be happy agian or am i ment to be barried in a hole of miseray and pain until i finally go insane! bye me ya i kno it sux but hey wat can i say