so when i don't post for ages, i decide to leave a story for you to comment on

[brokenbdrfly]

What A Kiss Will DoThe gray clouds filled the sky as the rain and cool wind swept over the freeway. She had only been driving for half an hour, but she thought it already felt like an eternity. Was the sky crying as her aunt was taken to the hospital? Did God send the rain as a symbol of the storm that would lie ahead for her and her family? Only a

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i was a passing thought? how did that happen?

[brokenbdrfly]

You were the last person I'd think to see that would post to my non-updated journal. To be honest, I'm surprised you even remembered and thought to apologize. Of course your timing is most weird to me at this moment in time. Odd how and when things happen ...

Wow ... "you don't care if [I] forgive [you] or not?" That really makes you sound so bitter TJ. How can one be apologetic if they cannot fully sympathize or empathize? Or, maybe I'm just reading it wrong. I'm the worse at reading into things.

Look, it's been a very long time since I've thought about what happened. Seriously, I probably couldn't even remember unless we sat here and had a conversation about it, but that would be pointless. We've both managed to continue living our lives in our own way. I'm shocked I was a passing thought. It's weird to think that when your at this particular moment in your life (I don't think I'll ever be able to forgive the male race in general right now) ... there is someone out there that could possibly be thinking about you ...

and if it makes you feel any better ... I did forgive you. A long time ago and if I am not mistaken, I tried to express that to you and even apologized. Go figure.

I'm sure what I tried to write didn't come out the way I had wanted, but oh well.

Kind Regards,
Camille

Re: i was a passing thought? how did that happen?

[destroyedsanity]

i'm not bitter. i'm really not. i'm not being sarcastic. i'm not trying to be mean. i have just reached a point of realization in my life where alot of things have become very clear to me. and i always knew that what i did to you was wrong. but i was stubborn. i am sincerely sorry for what i did. and i'm even more sorry for the way that i have treated you since. when i say that i don't care if you forgive me, i mean that with everything that his happened...i don't deserve forgiveness. i'm not seeking forgiveness. you can hate me all you want for as long as you want. but i am sorry.