remember, man, that you were bones and blood
The other night I had a dream that Sam's mom owned a cute little boutique. I went to shop and visit with her. Out of nowhere, Sam walks in... just like running into an old friend. So we caught up on eachother's lives. He married and had a son, i met them both. & i was happy for him. Then, Jason calls me on the phone to say that he found us the perfect new home. & everything just felt right.
I woke up that morning with a new-found sense of peace. I felt like I knew where my life was headed, and it made me happy.
The next night's dream was about the wedding. I don't remember too many details aside from knowing that everything was going wrong. None of the planning/time/energy that I put into it was paying off. & our wedding day was ruined.
This past weekend, there was another big disagreement, just as last month... The idea now is that there will not be a wedding. I'm still unsure where we stand as a couple, because we have not really discussed anything. We may try to work through our problems to continue our relationship. I think we both agree that living together and planning for marriage has placed a great strain upon us as lovers, as well as individuals.
I woke up that morning with a new-found sense of peace. I felt like I knew where my life was headed, and it made me happy.
The next night's dream was about the wedding. I don't remember too many details aside from knowing that everything was going wrong. None of the planning/time/energy that I put into it was paying off. & our wedding day was ruined.
This past weekend, there was another big disagreement, just as last month... The idea now is that there will not be a wedding. I'm still unsure where we stand as a couple, because we have not really discussed anything. We may try to work through our problems to continue our relationship. I think we both agree that living together and planning for marriage has placed a great strain upon us as lovers, as well as individuals.