shit my clock just started ticking.

[brokenautumnday]

for the first time in my life i saw i baby and honestly wanted it to be my own.
i mean i want kids some day but i just see them and i cant help but wish it was me having my own baby
i knew that at some point i would feel like this but not for a long time.
all i have to do is look around at my life and it knocks any thoughts of kids out of my head.
well at least for the next 5 to 7 years. haha