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[brokenapt1230]

Well, it has been an incredibly long time since i updated this.  But regardless, here's an update on what's going on. I signed papers to join the Navy and NOW i'm having second thoughts maybe its because i don't like the job i ended up getting, or maybe it's because i know i'm better than that, to go into boot camp and be a grunt and work my way up. Maybe it's because of all the family issues going on, that i just shouldn't be going anywhere! I can apply for bright futures, and go to MCC for two years, and go to a University if i decide that's what i want to do. For all i know i'll get a great job with an Associates and get married and be happy, Hector and I are planning for a wedding, it just won't be any time soon, and he and i will probably move to North Carolina or something like that. I like florida, but lately any where is better than here. I'm finishing up my credits for my diploma online and at SCTI Adult High School. So i should be graduating on time with the rest of my classmates. My relationship with Hector although hard, will make it through, and you know how i know? Because we've already been through so much, that there is no way that we can't make it over whatever hills God puts in front of us. And hey if it doesn't work out, i'll admit i was wrong, and move on with my life. Apparently, i can't walk with any school, which kind of sucks but it's less expensive, i don't have to purchase a cap and gown. But in a way it would be nice, to invite my family to my graduation, and have them take pictures, and have a huge graduation party. But that might not happen, and if it doesn't than so be it. I got a job, i'm working at Publix, the one at paradise plaza at Bee Ridge and 41. I like it better than Sweetbay, so that's a plus.

Nothing much else going on, have to apply for Bright Futures and MCC, and hopefully all the things i wanted in the beginning will be clear again, and i'll be exactly where i want to be in life. I love you all. <3 Megan
I <3 Hector Montero!!!! hehe :D