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I don't know what to do anymore!
I love you Charlie.. but it's like you tell me you love me back.. and then when i'm not around.. YOU COULD CARE LESS ABOUT ME! I HATE THIS FUCKING BREAK I WANT YOU BACK! And i'm sick of this.... I hear so much shit.. and i dont' wanna believe it but yet idk.. I've been crying since i got off the phone with Sandra. and Charlie if your reading this i'm sure you know why!! And sorry you guys i'm not gonna post it up here, but he knows why... :/
What do you do in my situation? he gets mad at me for "supposedly" dating someone else, but yet we're not back together, and he LIKES SOMEONE ELSE!!!! UGH WHAT DO I DO!?!?!? I"M BEING FUCKING FAITHFUL TO HIM EVEN ON THIS BREAK AND IT"S LIKE IT MEANS JACK SHIT TO HIM!! AND IT"S LIKE I MEAN JACK SHIT TO HIM! *the tears keep flowing*
I wish i knew what i was supposed to do... Becuz I Do love him and i dont want to just give up becuz he told me he loved me and he told me he wasn't giving up on us.. so i'm not going to either.. but WTH do i do if i hear this "liking someone else" thing...?!??!?!?!?!?!?! HUH!?
Idk... Homecoming supposed to be great.. cuz i'm going with Charlie.. but... idk... <3 :/ ttyl Love you ~*Megan*~