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The past two weeks have been like one gigantic emotional rollercoaster. I don't really know what's come over me, but it's driving me insane.
I don't really feel like I have control over anything anymore. I kind of realized that I'm not really the same girl I used to be. My friends aren't quite the same either. I walk differently and I talk differently. I act differently. Nothing I do is quite the same. It's not even a major difference. I've just noticed that such little things are changing. I don't really know how to handle this, so all I do is cry. The tears never cease to exist. It's like they're always there, right behind my eyes, just waiting for the perfect opportunity to come to life and, once again, ruin my day. I don't even have control over them anymore. I am at a loss for words in every situation I find myself in, and I'm afraid to let people know who I really am. I'm not really sure if I even know who I am anymore. I keep changing and I don't stay the same person long enough to even get to know myself.