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[brokenanguish]

Hi. 
I wanted to tell you.
y-o-u
yes you.
that i have called you
a lot.
a hell of a lot.
more than 15 times.
probably 25 -30 times.
& you know what.
it just disappoints me
& hurts my feelings to a point
where all I want to do is just drive over
....kick your door in and scream profanities.
yes.
i would love nothing more than to show you how i feel right now

anyways
i would.
trust me
if i had been sober 2 1/2 hours ago
i would have done something similar to what i just discribed up there
anyways
i wanted to say .....
goodnight.
even thought you dont read this
i love you.