Jul 12, 2005 22:41
Last night, against my better judgement, I went out with Cristina. Well ya know what... I haven't hung out with that girl in God knows when and we were both over due for a night hanging out.
I met her up at AMC 20 at about 9:30. We went to see Dark Water, which let me just say... is actually a REALLY great movie. Despite how lame it looks... it actually is really good. But anyways, after the movie... Cristina and I headed to 7-11. Turns out that they were giving out cups to get free slurpees! So Cristina and I took 4 small cups each and got four different slurpees. It all together was teh equivalent of a regular size slurpee... but FOR FREE! So we sat in the parking lot eating our slurpees. Cristina was telling me about all these people walking by that she knew and about this one kid who used to eat her lip gloss LOL. Weird... I know...
But then we went back to AMC 20 to get my car and we both headed to her house. Since I was an idiot... I got fucking pulled over. Yea, I was doing 10 over... but he claimed I was going faster than that. Yea no.. I know I didn't. Luckily for me, he gave me a verbal warning about my speeding... but since for some reason my insurance was expired and my registration was not signed by my mom... I got a $95 citation for the registration and my mom has to call about the insurance. Fucking A honestly... that pissed me off. Well... she's paying it not me. If I would have gotten teh ticket for speeding... I would have taken full responsibility and paid for the ticket. But since this is something that is somewhat out of my hands... I refuse to pay. Well i talked to her about it and she said she'd pay it. Ugh... the only time I ever speed like that and I get caught. *sigh* Oh well...
I got home about 2 in the morning. I didn't bother going to sleep since I had to be up at 4am to get ready and leave for Central Michigan University. I just messed around on my cell phone... reading over conversations and stuff... conversations that I'm still quite puzzled as to why they were even brought up in the first place... but I guess I'll never know... but it's all good i guess. But anyways, I got of track. I got up at 4:15 and I got ready to go in about 20 minutes. The whole ride there I was really nervous.. I just had this bad gut feeling that I was going to be an outsider. Boy was I right...
See I have this phobia of being in groups of unfamiliar people without nobody I am familiar with around. I am extremely shy... When they sent the parents into separate rooms it took everything in me to stop myself from going into little-kid-being-dropped-off-at-school mode. Throughout the whole time, I tried talking to people but they seemed to shut me down. I don't understand... I am really easy to get along with and I even go the extra mile to swallow my extreme fear and intiate a conversation. At lunch I started off sitting by myself... I felt like the world's biggest loser. Finally this one girl came over to me and she was like "Do you want to sit with us?" That actually made me feel good... I was glad that someone decided to be nice to me. =D These girls unlike the other people in the group were actually nice. The one girl even talked to me all the way back to the orientation room and told me that she hopes we run into each other on campus and hang out. =D I feel like a 5 year old... and I'm going to college.
On a lighter note... my advisor for the day, Dan... OH MY GOD WAS HE GORGEOUS!!! I think he was about 24.. He was so tan, pretty smile, tall, and the most BEAUTIFUL blue eyes I've ever seen a boy possess. I was seriously swooning alllllll day over him. Hahahaha! Well, I know I'm going to be spending much time in his office ;D Tehehe!
Well... I'm getting tired... I haven't slept since yesterday morning... wait no i did take a two hour nap before I went out with Cristina... but either way i haven't had much sleep and it's time for me to go to bed *nods*
G'night and Much Love,
Melissa