Feb 16, 2007 13:34
I haven't updated for a while, I haven't felt the inclination to write lots and lots.
Basically cause I haven't had anything to write up that others might find even the slightest bit interesting.
Got a bicycle loaned to me for a while so have been cycling round the place, which I am finding surprisingly easy!
Had 2 cups of coffee and then dug the bit of garden I wanted to use as a veggie patch. I haven't had coffee for quite some time you see, lots of energy.
Painted various bits of my house.
Went for a meal
went to Gemmas house and played with a chocolate fountain with various others. Saw Arun run away from a girlie night.
Shopped for things like growbags and lightbulbs- got depressed cause I haven't been shopping for things like dresses and earrings for a while (FOR-EVER!)
Went for a drive in the car- a proper drive, ie not going to work, or to anywhere in particular.
Generally used my holiday in a slightly productive manner, not a luxurious manner.
You may have gathered from the general tone of this update that I am a little narked at being an old frump before my time, I want to be outrageously reckless I want to be young without a mortgage and a list of self inflicted jobs to do which seem like fun at the time then drag on too much. I want my veggie patch done and it to be summer so I can sit out on the patio with a glass of wine and have a self satisfied smug grin on my face as I look at all the yummy veggies. I want to have buns of steel and no wobbly bits from all the exercise I am doing. I then want to go out dancing and dribbling like a leprous monkey from all the bad things I have ingested. And then I want a really nice house to come back to and recover in. Hence vicious circle of mortgage, jobs etc etc etc.
I want to be a wild child with a nice middle class comfy home. Utterly crazy with all the benefits of sensible thinking. And there is the fundamental dichotomy of my life.
I think I might go mad for a little while.