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All I do now is sleep. It's awful. I don't get in the bed til about 3 in the morning and then I sleep the whole day away. It's because there's nothing better to do around here. I need sleep to keep myself from going crazy, which isn't helping because I feel like I'm already on my way there! Ugh. I'm so irritable. I seriously need to get out of this house and go do something!
Which is why I'm going to North Carolina tomorrow. I'm finally going up there to help my aunt with her house. I've never driven up there before though and I'll be by myself. So I hope I don't get lost or I'm screwed.
I'm almost not looking forward to going up there, because even though we're supposed to be setting up my room, I know I'll just end up sitting around doing nothing like I do here. I don't know what I'm asking for out of life here. Just to make some new friends quickly so I can get out there and have a good time. That's all I want.
My mom cut my hair last night. I'm not happy with it. I think she just fucked it up even more. I know I should get a professional to cut it but I'm too lazy to even do that. I guess I'll have to do that now since it looks awful.
This is not how I pictured my summer to be. :(
Which is why I'm going to North Carolina tomorrow. I'm finally going up there to help my aunt with her house. I've never driven up there before though and I'll be by myself. So I hope I don't get lost or I'm screwed.
I'm almost not looking forward to going up there, because even though we're supposed to be setting up my room, I know I'll just end up sitting around doing nothing like I do here. I don't know what I'm asking for out of life here. Just to make some new friends quickly so I can get out there and have a good time. That's all I want.
My mom cut my hair last night. I'm not happy with it. I think she just fucked it up even more. I know I should get a professional to cut it but I'm too lazy to even do that. I guess I'll have to do that now since it looks awful.
This is not how I pictured my summer to be. :(