yeah..

[broken_xo_kiss]

yeah..depressed again..
but it`s not a depressed i can explain..
or even talk about..
there`s no reason for it..
no fix for it..
there`s just nothing..
joe IMed me about it cuz he was concerned..
and this is what i had to say..
it`s as close to a description as i can get..

(insert my sn here): i know..it`s really the shits..it`s not like you have a reason to be depressed and can think about it and fix it and cry about it..there`s nothing to think about, nothing to fix, nothing to cry over..it`s just..emptyness

and that`s how i feel..
empty..
alone..
i`m an island..
sorounded by nothingness for miles around me..
everything in me is empty..
there`s not a thought in my mind..
not a sad thought..
just emptyness..
nothing..
absolutely nothing..
a blankness..
i can`t even talk..
all i can do is sing..
but i can`t talk..
i can`t talk to anyone..
i can`t talk to myself..
i can just sing..

well i was gonna write about the positives now, but really, there are none..
<33Lexie..