I only hear what I want to, whether it affects me or not doesn't matter...
"I thought I would live forever but now I'm not so sure..."
I've been feeling oily all day. This morning I was extremely happy then around lunch time I was feeling sort of hyper but I didn't seem to show it much. During 7th, Shaunette and I were looking out the window and I saw Ben and said, "Hey, there's my brother." And Shaunette said he was hot. I started laughing. I don't remember why. I wish that Hannah didn't bring up that stuff. I'm feeling emotionless day by day. I wish I was strong, but I can only pretend...I can never really be what I want to be. Somebody save me.
I've been feeling oily all day. This morning I was extremely happy then around lunch time I was feeling sort of hyper but I didn't seem to show it much. During 7th, Shaunette and I were looking out the window and I saw Ben and said, "Hey, there's my brother." And Shaunette said he was hot. I started laughing. I don't remember why. I wish that Hannah didn't bring up that stuff. I'm feeling emotionless day by day. I wish I was strong, but I can only pretend...I can never really be what I want to be. Somebody save me.