Why do I feel like this?
Hmmm. For the first time in my life I really don't give a fuck. My mom started yelling and screaming at me and banging the cabinets about me not helping her or spending time with her. And I really just didn't care. I stood there and stared at her without any expression on my face. I just thought, "Hmmm. I did help her earlier. Oh well." And I just kept staring and staring at her and seeing how angry she was. And I just...felt nothing. For the first time in my life I really didn't care what she had to say.
Well, besides that happening I slept for the most part of the day. And Chloe kept going through my head and I just had a really long time to think to myself. I've finally come to the point where I've realized some of my friends are real idiots and some of the closest people to me are confusing theirselves when they know the truth deep down. And I wish I could just point it out but I really doubt that would help so I decided that they should find out on their own. Oh well.
Well, besides that happening I slept for the most part of the day. And Chloe kept going through my head and I just had a really long time to think to myself. I've finally come to the point where I've realized some of my friends are real idiots and some of the closest people to me are confusing theirselves when they know the truth deep down. And I wish I could just point it out but I really doubt that would help so I decided that they should find out on their own. Oh well.