Dec 17, 2004 00:58
I was rather emo tonight. I had a few drinks but I wasn't getting anywhere, not that I was particularly bothered I just wasn't pleased that I'd wasted my money on my mood being emo and not happy. I didn't want to dance so I sat there, on one side Linzi and Dowson sat, on the other Sofi and McNair sat. I believe Sofi was playing her 'playing hard to get/wanting to be cute' card, hehe. So yeh....couple on one side, Sofi half with McNair (he seemed to be trying so hard) and then there was me just wanting to curl up and go to sleep. Seriously, I was that upset that at one or two points I really wanted to cry. Everyone kept telling me to smile and asking what was wrong, so I smiled and played along, laughed and then went back to how I was when they left.
We got to Monacos and sat down in one of the cubby things. A couple of Liam's friends came over and one was trying to prove that he was correct that I did go out with Liam...he was indeed correct...ergh. J finally came back from the Tut and sat with us. I had to go at 11 so that left like 25 minutes in Monacos. He said he'd walk me to my busstop, he wanted me to be safe. We sang, well he sang, I mimed, to Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down. He found out I was a gig virgin, and ordered me to get a ticket for TBS. We talked about the Lion King - I need to give him the new DVD, he hasn't seen the new scene 'the morning report' (except for in the Live show - the live show in london that vicky has not been to). He said for me to ring him at 1 if I was awake and gave me a big hug, asked how much I had to walk to get to my house cause if it was a long way he'd have to get on the bus. Hehe. I got on the bus and came home to watch The Lion King...it's now 01.10....I think I might ring him.