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I lied to you, A lot... But I never lied to you about my feelings.
I've lived a double life for most of my life.
I think it helped me live my real life and deal...
No more. I've hurt too many people in the process of my own benefit, not to mention, Myself.
I've fallen in love with men that would never otherwise love me for me.
the idea of me. that was just it... I regret it so much because I think of you and daydream that one day you'll come back and forget everything and just say you love me.
I've really set myself up for destruction in the future. but I guess I deserve every bit of that.
I've lived a double life for most of my life.
I think it helped me live my real life and deal...
No more. I've hurt too many people in the process of my own benefit, not to mention, Myself.
I've fallen in love with men that would never otherwise love me for me.
the idea of me. that was just it... I regret it so much because I think of you and daydream that one day you'll come back and forget everything and just say you love me.
I've really set myself up for destruction in the future. but I guess I deserve every bit of that.