20 days left
so it's saturday, and i only have about twenty more days left on this boat... it's getting to the point where it doesn't bother me anymore... the only thing that sucks is i'm developing a routine... i don't like routines... they make life seem less fun... i'm the kind of person who doesn't want to be tied down by one thing everyday, even though i know i have to do it, i'd like to try it a different way everytime... whatever... i just want to be able to go out and have some drinks with my friends... fuck this "being grounded" shit... i'm 22 years old, yeah i got a dui, yeah i went to jail and missed a day of work for it, but fuck, to make me stay here for 30 days, even though i've never been in trouble, this shit isn't fair... i still have to go to court... and if i get tried and convicted there then it's a double jeapoardy... i will be getting charged for the same crime and punished for it twice... that's fucked up... i know i fucked up, actually no i didn't fuck up... ok so here's the whole story... i was at the bar with a coupole of friends hanging out, playing pool, singing kareoke, and drinking a few drinks... my friend angel was supposed to drive us home, but she had way too much to drink and couldn't drive... jeanie was also pretty fuckin wasted... so i said, "i haven't had that much to drink, i'll drive, it'll be fine." i was good to drive, i did not feel buzzed at all... so we start driving, jeanie said she had to throw up, i tried to find the button to roll down the window, swerved just a little bit over the yellow line and corrected myself... after that i tried to beat a yellow light and was succesfull, but i was also speeding, apparently the pigs had seen everything and pulled me over... they asked if had anything to drink and i told them yes... i got out of the car, did a field sobriety test and passed, blew a 0.094 BAC... but that is just what i blew... the legal limit is 0.08... like i said i wasn't feeling any effects of the alcohol... i optioned to do a blood test BAC for court, because me being the intelligent person i am, knew that it would come back extremely lower than what i blew... got into the cop car and went to jail... i was there from 2:35am, until about 12:00pm... i got out of jail called into work and told them what had happened... not even a week and a half later, without any proof, just hearsay, i am in front of the captain getting money taken from my paycheck, getting put on restriction for 30 days, and not being able to tell my side of the story... what a fucking joke right... well i called about my blood test results a couple of days ago, and guess what it came out as? a 0.08 on the dot... now that's stilla dui and they still had grounds to arrest me, but to be charged for something that i did on my off time by the military is total bullshit... because for one, i know for a fact that there is a huge possibilty that my charges out in town at court, will be dropped and i won't have to do anything... and if that happens my charge in the military will still stand... it doesn't matter... they don't care... well fuck them... i don't really have a point here but i wanted to vent and therefor i am...