holy shit
Wow... just reading what i've wrote is bone chilling... kind of makes me want to throw up... it's been too long since i wrote those things... oh well... so.... i'm stuck on the ship for about 28 more days.... and it's not too bad... i think i'm handling it pretty well... there's not much to do but eat, sleep, work out and just hang out i guess... i can't leave for 30 days, i'm going to go broke for a while... but for some reason, i'm not depressed... i don't know, maybe it will hit me later, who knows maybe i'll even become a better person... all i really know is that when i get done, i'm going to get shit faced... glorious... i might move to colorado in the next couple of years... steve and tim want to so i might too... i just want to see what it's like... i need to get out of this west coast mindset and go actually relax in the mountains or some shit... we'll see... right now i'm kind of hungry, and dinner isn't going to be served for another couple of hours... huh... i just think shit's funny...