Dec 23, 2009 12:39
are starting to blend together and seem to take on a cloudy dream like quality..half the time im not even sure if something truly happened or not.
i means things are going good it guess..well..not at the moment..rite now shit sucks..jobless, broke, hungry, cant afford to travel or buy anyone presents..let alone feed miself. but i do have good things coming up..recording music, alot of shoots, new fone, traveling, chest piece, working in austin..
but i cant stop thinking about the horrible deaths, the nightmares, the fact that i cant even afford to buy a dollar burger..
either way..imma make myslef push past the fog..keep working..ill be in and out of austin working..i need to put up the new clothes i sold mi own stuff to make so i can send some money out to a friends paypal and hopeflly someay after wards iunno..eat maybe??..but yea.ill just work on stuff, upload pics, record, shoot, dance travel..take care of everything and just keep on ging full speed ahead.
but..gahh
someimtes i just wish i could sink into the fog..