sometimes...
i think i think about you too much
and i try to stop..but it never seems to work.
my mind betrays me every time...
but its ok...
as long as the people i love are happy..
i dont mind hiding my tears till everyones gone
it makes sense to me
i also feel like ugh...recovering sucks. hardcore. at this point..if i do decide to try to go out friday..the whole cute little cuber outfit thing is not happening..kittis going with curly hair a headband and quite possibly a pillow. fuck trying to look cute..lol at least i wont get hit on!!
o and apparently the cure for illness is orgasms and ivs. according to khrist.
sooo....i am def not fully recovered..>.
and i try to stop..but it never seems to work.
my mind betrays me every time...
but its ok...
as long as the people i love are happy..
i dont mind hiding my tears till everyones gone
it makes sense to me
i also feel like ugh...recovering sucks. hardcore. at this point..if i do decide to try to go out friday..the whole cute little cuber outfit thing is not happening..kittis going with curly hair a headband and quite possibly a pillow. fuck trying to look cute..lol at least i wont get hit on!!
o and apparently the cure for illness is orgasms and ivs. according to khrist.
sooo....i am def not fully recovered..>.