Sticky salty face
Carin's mom was just diagnosed with cervical cancer this morning.
i am so scared for her. i want to hop into my car and just be there for her. not like she needs anything. i just know that she's going to take so much on since her mom is out of the house. she'll just need someone to cry to. its only a 6 hour drive. i could do it. Plus Carin goes in for her mamogram on Friday to see if she needs to biopsy on the 21. at least I'll be in LA on the 21st. Maybe. Not if Carin isn't going back to MLC this year. (I'm trying so hard to not think about it, but what the hell am I going to do without her?)
cancer and divorce are the two ugliest words.
becky's grandpa died on wednesday night. the funeral was on sunday. she SEEMS to be okay, but what do I know?
I have 3 dr appointments coming up in the next two weeks plus the two I had last week. I have a heart murmur. Weird. Plus, my intestines are deadly. I think I want them removed. Maybe I just have a parasite? But nothing hurts.
My step mom's best friend has bone marrow cancer. She was diagnosed last week. Dee is not handling it well, but Janet is a strong strong woman.
I did tell Carin that if she has breast cancer she can get implants afterwards like Bryan's grammy. I think she loves her fake boobies.
all this emotion plus some BC pills to add to it all plus Mary is leaving in a week.
Ileave in 3 weeks. Logan will be here in 19 days.
I am so scared for Carin. I can't imagine what I would do if it was my mom.
i am so scared for her. i want to hop into my car and just be there for her. not like she needs anything. i just know that she's going to take so much on since her mom is out of the house. she'll just need someone to cry to. its only a 6 hour drive. i could do it. Plus Carin goes in for her mamogram on Friday to see if she needs to biopsy on the 21. at least I'll be in LA on the 21st. Maybe. Not if Carin isn't going back to MLC this year. (I'm trying so hard to not think about it, but what the hell am I going to do without her?)
cancer and divorce are the two ugliest words.
becky's grandpa died on wednesday night. the funeral was on sunday. she SEEMS to be okay, but what do I know?
I have 3 dr appointments coming up in the next two weeks plus the two I had last week. I have a heart murmur. Weird. Plus, my intestines are deadly. I think I want them removed. Maybe I just have a parasite? But nothing hurts.
My step mom's best friend has bone marrow cancer. She was diagnosed last week. Dee is not handling it well, but Janet is a strong strong woman.
I did tell Carin that if she has breast cancer she can get implants afterwards like Bryan's grammy. I think she loves her fake boobies.
all this emotion plus some BC pills to add to it all plus Mary is leaving in a week.
Ileave in 3 weeks. Logan will be here in 19 days.
I am so scared for Carin. I can't imagine what I would do if it was my mom.