My Obbession
YES! Third post of the day, and that's a lot, at least to me. But that's what I want to talk about.. my obsessions. Hercules// Disney, Harry Potter, Meg Cabot Books, Music, Computers, Ramen Noodles. A list, of SOME of my obsessions, true that none of these would hurt me in the long run, hopefully. But why am I SOOOOO extremely obsessive. It seems that everything I like, I grasp fully.. and some times I let go, while others always seem to be with me;; filling me entirely, taking all of me in.
Sometimes I even think I have 'Obsessive Compulsiveness'.. and that frightens me, but I don't know how to fix things, and I don't know who to ask for help. My mom, my friends, and even my other family would surely TRY to help.. but I honestly don't think they could fix things.. I don't think anyone can.
In the mental illness called obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), a person becomes trapped in a pattern of repetitive thoughts and behaviors that are senseless and distressing but extremely difficult to overcome (kidsource.com). Thats me, to a tee; they hit the nail on the head. I constantly say the SAME phrases, I constantly talk about the SAME things, and its true that it annoys even me.. but I can't help it.. I don't know how.
I'm not asking for help, and I don't want any of you to try to get to 'know me' under false pretences. But I need to let these words out, and this is the best way I know how to do it.
XOXO,
Jackie
Sometimes I even think I have 'Obsessive Compulsiveness'.. and that frightens me, but I don't know how to fix things, and I don't know who to ask for help. My mom, my friends, and even my other family would surely TRY to help.. but I honestly don't think they could fix things.. I don't think anyone can.
In the mental illness called obsessive compulsive disorder (OCD), a person becomes trapped in a pattern of repetitive thoughts and behaviors that are senseless and distressing but extremely difficult to overcome (kidsource.com). Thats me, to a tee; they hit the nail on the head. I constantly say the SAME phrases, I constantly talk about the SAME things, and its true that it annoys even me.. but I can't help it.. I don't know how.
I'm not asking for help, and I don't want any of you to try to get to 'know me' under false pretences. But I need to let these words out, and this is the best way I know how to do it.
XOXO,
Jackie