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I just want to thank the ppl who took the time to pat me on the back and talk to me about what happened...
Sam took it well... but I think its just shock...
Her sister threw up...
I bawled...
Tony can't talk about it...
We are so hurt...
Pray for us...
Early yesterday morning Ms. Becky took every pill in her house... along with all the alcohol... Tony had left way before to a motel room because he didn't want to take the abuse... Sam found her that morning... dead... on the ground her unseeing eyes gazing up... Sam said her lips were blue... and hearing the little girls sobs shattered my heart in a new way... Her mothers neck was bloated... her eyes were glazed over... and Sam said her face looked sad... Sam called the cops... When Tony came from work he threw himself on the body and begged that she wasn't dead... but it was too late... She committed suicide... and her loss has wrecked the family and that includes me and my mom and dad... the note that was left said "oh my God Sam I love you with all my heart life was too hard dont be like me" *starts to sob* that last part gets me... you wouldn't know how many times she told us not to be like her... not to smoke... not to get married at 16... and everything she had done wrong... I didn't even get to say good-bye... I didn't get to express how much I loved her... she was my second mom... and I am torn...
I just want to thank those who called me to comfort me... and I want to thank Richele and her mom for offering Sam their kindness...
I slept good... but I feel like I haven't had sleep for days... ~Celia~
Sam took it well... but I think its just shock...
Her sister threw up...
I bawled...
Tony can't talk about it...
We are so hurt...
Pray for us...
Early yesterday morning Ms. Becky took every pill in her house... along with all the alcohol... Tony had left way before to a motel room because he didn't want to take the abuse... Sam found her that morning... dead... on the ground her unseeing eyes gazing up... Sam said her lips were blue... and hearing the little girls sobs shattered my heart in a new way... Her mothers neck was bloated... her eyes were glazed over... and Sam said her face looked sad... Sam called the cops... When Tony came from work he threw himself on the body and begged that she wasn't dead... but it was too late... She committed suicide... and her loss has wrecked the family and that includes me and my mom and dad... the note that was left said "oh my God Sam I love you with all my heart life was too hard dont be like me" *starts to sob* that last part gets me... you wouldn't know how many times she told us not to be like her... not to smoke... not to get married at 16... and everything she had done wrong... I didn't even get to say good-bye... I didn't get to express how much I loved her... she was my second mom... and I am torn...
I just want to thank those who called me to comfort me... and I want to thank Richele and her mom for offering Sam their kindness...
I slept good... but I feel like I haven't had sleep for days... ~Celia~