yeah i read both of your super long entries. yay for melly :) lol. i kind of know how you feel about the sad reminders of bryan and him moving on so fast. i have never been in a relationship as long as yours though, but i know how it is to feel like you care sooo much about someone and to think they care the same way for you, but then when it's over they move on so quickly. it's verrry hard to deal with at first but you'll move on before you know it. and you know what, i think you are too good for bryan. he couldnt handle being with someone as great as you. if he is going to do all that shit and be an asshole like that, he doesnt deserve you. i know it hurts to have people constantly telling you bad things about bryan and to feel like you have to defend him, but eventually you will move on too and things will get better. "Am i gonna spend the rest of my fucking life thinking that I'm an okay person and I'm going to find love when in the eyes of everyone else I'm just a little whiney bitch thats not worth their time?" as for that, you will not spend your life that way. i will not let you lol. its good that you vent alot about bryan and about other things because if you keep it all bottled up one day you will just go insane and that will not be good haha. but seriously though, vent as much as you need to, it'll make you feel sooo much better. you will find another love someday and he will be ten times better. and if people think you are a whiney bitch they obviously havent met me lol. but seriously dont worry what other people think of you. it's not worth it because it doesnt matter what people think of you, as long as you're living your life how you want to then why worry about other people?? just do what you want to and try to be happy because life only comes once and you should enjoy it as much as you can.
and you know if you need someone to vent to i am always always always here to listen! okay this is a wicked long comment, sorry. try to cheer up nikki!! :)
i kind of know how you feel about the sad reminders of bryan and him moving on so fast. i have never been in a relationship as long as yours though, but i know how it is to feel like you care sooo much about someone and to think they care the same way for you, but then when it's over they move on so quickly. it's verrry hard to deal with at first but you'll move on before you know it.
and you know what, i think you are too good for bryan. he couldnt handle being with someone as great as you. if he is going to do all that shit and be an asshole like that, he doesnt deserve you. i know it hurts to have people constantly telling you bad things about bryan and to feel like you have to defend him, but eventually you will move on too and things will get better.
"Am i gonna spend the rest of my fucking life thinking that I'm an okay person and I'm going to find love when in the eyes of everyone else I'm just a little whiney bitch thats not worth their time?" as for that, you will not spend your life that way. i will not let you lol. its good that you vent alot about bryan and about other things because if you keep it all bottled up one day you will just go insane and that will not be good haha. but seriously though, vent as much as you need to, it'll make you feel sooo much better. you will find another love someday and he will be ten times better. and if people think you are a whiney bitch they obviously havent met me lol. but seriously dont worry what other people think of you. it's not worth it because it doesnt matter what people think of you, as long as you're living your life how you want to then why worry about other people?? just do what you want to and try to be happy because life only comes once and you should enjoy it as much as you can.
and you know if you need someone to vent to i am always always always here to listen! okay this is a wicked long comment, sorry. try to cheer up nikki!! :)
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