soemtimes you make me feel like being dead isn't so bad.

[broken_romance]

i hate it when you sober up
because
things went bad.
sigh.
in order to be happy
again
you have to un-sober up.
vicious cycle.
sigh.

If you think you are losing me,
maybe YOU ARE
but if you are, you are losing me to the
same thing
i have lost myself to.

drugs will kill you.
slowly...
they wil eat you from the inside.
and leave you dead.
a dead, empty carcass.
and the worst part is that
the whole world
will think you are still alive.

there is nothing left behind these eyes.
just cars & calories.
i am an empty shell.
lifeless.

♥September