Reflections
There are a few things to be happy about. Not enough for me to be completely satisfied, but perhaps within the next succession of days that too will find me pleased. Got the Go Set yesterday. Came in the mail while I was out at work. Once I was out, Da, Omar and I headed over to Mario's where we set up the game and started playing. Ooh, it was increadibly fun, and entrancing. Played again this morning skipping my math class and running a bit into my Poly Sci. class.
Which brings me to my next point. Although I had expected no better than a 'C' on the test, I was capable of garnering a 'B.' A low 'B' (83) albeit, but it's still alot better than what I had expected. And we didn't do anything in class except talk about politics which was interesting, but no class work, which made me happy.
I've noticed a few things of myself. This is the most current revelation, that I find myself hurring through life. As if I have a termination point set in the close future, I have a want to resolve situations as quickly as possible, finding idle emptiness to be a loss of my life. I guess this may be something that other people feel, but I think others don't have that brooding sense of impending doom (I am exaggerating, actually, it's not that bad) upon their shoulders. I think it's mostly due to college, how things are scheduled and all.
Another thing I've noticed is when I begin to brood on future situations. If I try to find all the possible outcomes I always find myself bringing up the possibilities that won't happen. So whenever something does happen, it's not what I had figured would. In a way this is a possitive, for I can guestimate all the really bad events and find myself comforted in the fact that those occurences won't happen, but on the other it is a negative. The positive outcomes that I consider don't happen. Although entirety whatever does happen is not necessarily the "good" endings, it might still be a beneficient ending that happens. This backwards foresight does put some slight clairvoyance upon myself, but it is only limited to being able to see what won't happen rather than what will.
I think that there was something else that I wanted to speak of, but that part of my mind escapes me at the moment. I think it was to speak of my horrible memory actually, but that'll be alot of writing..
Which brings me to my next point. Although I had expected no better than a 'C' on the test, I was capable of garnering a 'B.' A low 'B' (83) albeit, but it's still alot better than what I had expected. And we didn't do anything in class except talk about politics which was interesting, but no class work, which made me happy.
I've noticed a few things of myself. This is the most current revelation, that I find myself hurring through life. As if I have a termination point set in the close future, I have a want to resolve situations as quickly as possible, finding idle emptiness to be a loss of my life. I guess this may be something that other people feel, but I think others don't have that brooding sense of impending doom (I am exaggerating, actually, it's not that bad) upon their shoulders. I think it's mostly due to college, how things are scheduled and all.
Another thing I've noticed is when I begin to brood on future situations. If I try to find all the possible outcomes I always find myself bringing up the possibilities that won't happen. So whenever something does happen, it's not what I had figured would. In a way this is a possitive, for I can guestimate all the really bad events and find myself comforted in the fact that those occurences won't happen, but on the other it is a negative. The positive outcomes that I consider don't happen. Although entirety whatever does happen is not necessarily the "good" endings, it might still be a beneficient ending that happens. This backwards foresight does put some slight clairvoyance upon myself, but it is only limited to being able to see what won't happen rather than what will.
I think that there was something else that I wanted to speak of, but that part of my mind escapes me at the moment. I think it was to speak of my horrible memory actually, but that'll be alot of writing..