Oh, a vicous cycle
I went to help my dad get the popcorn stock for the troop today. Went to the food bank at 2:00 and helped take everything over to this one person's house. Whee..
Yeah, I'm feeling down again.. Quite annoying about it all. I can pull myself out of it I think, but I really just want to go to sleep for the next week or so.. But it doesn't work when life keeps prodding me, telling me that I have things to do. I felt like not having emotions this morning.
I watched The Butterfly Effect with Savannah yestereday. We had at first had Erica and Ed with us, but then Erica decided not to watch it, and then Ed eventually left. I didn't like the movie. There was this one point that I thought that Savannah might not feel too good watching. I asked her if she was ok, 'cause it seemed like it got really serious in the room, but she said she was ok. The movie was poorly constructed I believe, and both endings that they had were stupid and improbable.
Afterwards we went over to Gaby's dorm, and found that Kitty had been crying. Something happened again with her boyfriend, so the others, Erica, Gaby and this girl I don't know her name, were trying to console her. I find it wierd when people try to use humor to comfort people. For me, when I'm down, I prefer silence, just some accompanyment, but not much else. It doesn't make me feel any better when I laugh at something. Sometimes humor is ok in a sad situation, but it all depends on what's wrong. Eventually they went to Walmart to purchase some stuff and have a small party with Kitty. It was supposed to be a girl thing, so I went home and fell asleep. Savannah asked me quite often if something was wrong because I was more quiet than usual. She asked the wrong questions for the answer. Earlier I had asked her the same question because she was feeling really bad at the time, and I wasn't. She didn't want to talk about it; so if she doesn't want to talk, then I have no need to either.
Yeah, I'm feeling down again.. Quite annoying about it all. I can pull myself out of it I think, but I really just want to go to sleep for the next week or so.. But it doesn't work when life keeps prodding me, telling me that I have things to do. I felt like not having emotions this morning.
I watched The Butterfly Effect with Savannah yestereday. We had at first had Erica and Ed with us, but then Erica decided not to watch it, and then Ed eventually left. I didn't like the movie. There was this one point that I thought that Savannah might not feel too good watching. I asked her if she was ok, 'cause it seemed like it got really serious in the room, but she said she was ok. The movie was poorly constructed I believe, and both endings that they had were stupid and improbable.
Afterwards we went over to Gaby's dorm, and found that Kitty had been crying. Something happened again with her boyfriend, so the others, Erica, Gaby and this girl I don't know her name, were trying to console her. I find it wierd when people try to use humor to comfort people. For me, when I'm down, I prefer silence, just some accompanyment, but not much else. It doesn't make me feel any better when I laugh at something. Sometimes humor is ok in a sad situation, but it all depends on what's wrong. Eventually they went to Walmart to purchase some stuff and have a small party with Kitty. It was supposed to be a girl thing, so I went home and fell asleep. Savannah asked me quite often if something was wrong because I was more quiet than usual. She asked the wrong questions for the answer. Earlier I had asked her the same question because she was feeling really bad at the time, and I wasn't. She didn't want to talk about it; so if she doesn't want to talk, then I have no need to either.