Can't sleep....
I don't know. I guess I'm just sitting here thinking about a lot of stuff. My heart right now hurts for friends of mine. (one of which probably doesn't consider me a friend, but I still consider him a friend even though *said friend* got on my case about some stuff, as I just found out because I never read my e-mail) Part of me is angry because some people can't keep their mouth shut about anything and pretends she knows what going on in my life, which she doesn't.
Chad, I know this may not seem like anything to you, but I really do care about you and Shannon. Yes, Will and I have canceled plans to hang out with you guys, but in all honesty, school was the reason and I'd swear that reason on my life. During the summer my sister was visiting and I was trying to get school stuff figured out because they were screwing me over. I have three night classes this semester and whenever I'm not in class at night or during the day. I am working. Whenever I'm at Will's house, regardless of what Persimmon says, he does his homework on the computer, and I am doing homework on my own. I am taking 7 classes this semester. 6 of those classes are science courses with labs. The only time that I spend with Will is 12 at night because during the day, I'm doing homework. She might say we play video games or whatever...but it's not like she's in the room with us. She might SAY that he's over my house...but it's not like she is there to verify what is going on. Right now...my social life is ZERO. I see my friends very rarely because of school. Most of my friends are the people I work with and the only two friends that I didn't work with moved to Las Vegas and Puerto Rico. On another note, if I was a fake, I wouldn't give anyone whom I didn't care about the time of day. I comment on you guy's journal because I do care and I want to try to keep in touch. Being a fake and putting on an act is too much effort for me, so I wouldn't bother doing that. I just, wouldn't talk to you if I didn't like you. It's hard for me to keep in contact with half of my friends but they don't get on my case about it because they KNOW that I'm up to my head in school. Trying to get straight A's, applying for colleges, working my butt off. If you are going to judge me based on what Persimmon says, then fine. Do that. But please, please remember she doesn't know anything about me. Also, she doesn't like me, so she is going to say things to you that aren't true to get you to turn on me...which obviously, has already happened. Like I said, none of this may mean anything to you...but that's what I had to say. Take it however you want. Either way...I still care about you guys more than you know. :)
Speaking of being mobbed with school, I have Biology at 9:25 tomorrow and Chemistry at 12:15....I got my Chemistry test back today. 87.1 - not too bad. It's chemistry and I never was really good at it. I also got my Pre-calculus test back. That I did awesome on. 96....nice. I have an Anatomy test on Monday and a Biology test on Tuesday so I have been making notecards GALORE for those tests. :P
I must sleep....it's like...3
Chad, I know this may not seem like anything to you, but I really do care about you and Shannon. Yes, Will and I have canceled plans to hang out with you guys, but in all honesty, school was the reason and I'd swear that reason on my life. During the summer my sister was visiting and I was trying to get school stuff figured out because they were screwing me over. I have three night classes this semester and whenever I'm not in class at night or during the day. I am working. Whenever I'm at Will's house, regardless of what Persimmon says, he does his homework on the computer, and I am doing homework on my own. I am taking 7 classes this semester. 6 of those classes are science courses with labs. The only time that I spend with Will is 12 at night because during the day, I'm doing homework. She might say we play video games or whatever...but it's not like she's in the room with us. She might SAY that he's over my house...but it's not like she is there to verify what is going on. Right now...my social life is ZERO. I see my friends very rarely because of school. Most of my friends are the people I work with and the only two friends that I didn't work with moved to Las Vegas and Puerto Rico. On another note, if I was a fake, I wouldn't give anyone whom I didn't care about the time of day. I comment on you guy's journal because I do care and I want to try to keep in touch. Being a fake and putting on an act is too much effort for me, so I wouldn't bother doing that. I just, wouldn't talk to you if I didn't like you. It's hard for me to keep in contact with half of my friends but they don't get on my case about it because they KNOW that I'm up to my head in school. Trying to get straight A's, applying for colleges, working my butt off. If you are going to judge me based on what Persimmon says, then fine. Do that. But please, please remember she doesn't know anything about me. Also, she doesn't like me, so she is going to say things to you that aren't true to get you to turn on me...which obviously, has already happened. Like I said, none of this may mean anything to you...but that's what I had to say. Take it however you want. Either way...I still care about you guys more than you know. :)
Speaking of being mobbed with school, I have Biology at 9:25 tomorrow and Chemistry at 12:15....I got my Chemistry test back today. 87.1 - not too bad. It's chemistry and I never was really good at it. I also got my Pre-calculus test back. That I did awesome on. 96....nice. I have an Anatomy test on Monday and a Biology test on Tuesday so I have been making notecards GALORE for those tests. :P
I must sleep....it's like...3