praiiseee the lorrddd
so i think i must be the happiest girl right now. i got my car...YESSS its a 2005 MAZDA6, and its beautiful. its "steal grey" and meghan wants to name it "abs of steel." lol
this weekend was okay...
friday night i didnt have my phone and i wasnt feeling to hot so i decided not to go out. although john wanted to hang out...bummer man i miss him.
saturday we were going to go to the river but megs is a lobster. so i went car shopppinggg and wasnt expecting to get a car but what do you know. we sat and played around in the mustang but it was WAY to small in the back. like i seriously could have one person in it so i decided...you know what.. i have more than one friend so thats not going to work. so my dad said he would eventually get one and we could share it. so we went to the mazda place and the guy was cool. his name was riley and he talked to me about his ex girlfriend? lol..anyways so we bought the car and i got a shirt and shorts tan from being outside all day. meghan came over around 5 and we went to pick up my car then came home got ready and went out. we went to the mall and then to chads house...it was okay..but i eventually got REALLY pissed off and just wanted to leave. i wish this one person was there..but they wernt. NOO MEGHAN i wasnt mad at you...
anyways...
i also visited TAYLORS parents..ive missed them..they are my second home. it was amazing pulling into my second house in my new car. i talked with daddie rickets and momma and the children..."christin has been missing you so much, she cant wait untill taylor comes home so you can come over" <<
today i came home for fathers day. washed my car for the first time. then went driving around with my daddie-o and got a garage door opener. it was pretty cool.
i talked to BRANDON MICHAEL GUERRA today..i miss him. he is finally home from washington..(i think thats where he was) >> me and him are fer sure hanging out this week.
to a certain boy who i choose to remain anonymous, but will most likely never read this. im sorry. i know you lost trust in me and you have all the right reasons to. what happenend wont happen again. i hope we can go back to the way things use to be. its going to take time for both of us, and im willing to deal with that just to have things back to normal. i love you, i always will.
<333333 LyndseY AnnE