bottom out in the dirt
everything I knew would happen did. They are going out now. Erik thak you for making me stay away from him. Ur such a good friend. When she called me to rub it in I didn't yell, I didn't cry... this is how it went...
"hey Sara don't get mad k?... we are going out... we're together."
silence for like 2 mins
"r u serious?"
"Yeah"
"I never would have done that to u with Justin, please don't ever talk to me again."
hung up
All this was soooo calm it was so weird. I guess it is just about time the bottom fell out tho. Now there's nothing left to go wrong, I acctually feel so relived that it's all over and I have nothing left ot loose. I absolutly refuse to cry about this b/c it really isn't worth it. I am 100% fine... thank you Erik, ur right he does treat me badly and U were so smart to make me stay awsy from him. I guess I am just shicked that she would do it... she knows all of my shit and she still did this. w/e ppl are selfish and they desearve eachother... and If u know who i am talking about... I really don't care if u show them. I hope they read it so they can see how I deal w/ it. This is the best day I've had in a while... casue I know it can only get better from here.
-Sara
I'll never be the same w/out you,
I LOVE U more than u will ever know!!!