LET ME OUT!!!
Ok so lastnight I found out something that i am seriously heart broken over. I have had this friend forever... and i find out from my sister who is friends w/ his best friend... that the only reason he is my friend is b/c he thinks he's gunna get in my pants. I cried when Eryn told me this. Like he know stuff about my family that eryn has told him b/c she is friends w/ him.... but i mean like really bad stuff.... IDK wut to do but just cry. After school he tried to talk to me and i just like couldn't even look at him. He makes me doubt every other Guy friendships I have. Like I know all of them aren't like that... but he seemed like he was just my friend so how do I know wut ones only are in it for sex and wut ones are really my friends. I am shaking again. I really hate this b/c I allready have enough trouble trusting people taht I have known for years... and it's not making everything else that is going on in my life any easier... Like I guess I am really glad that Eryn and ****** told me but I mean.... y do guys have to be so sleezy? I am very upset and My head ache from last wednesday is still not gone.... I slept in the ranger today after school and like tried to make it go away but it won't. Tandy keeps telling me that it's phsycological and it's b/c I am stressed out... but how would he know. He doesn't even know wut I am stressed about. Also this guy in my art class like freaks out if I talk to anyone but him... I am allready mad at him b/c he is a perv who looks up my skirt. UHHHHHH I just want some starbux. haha that will fix everything. *Much Love*
-Sara
I'll never be the same w/out you,
I LOVE U more than u will ever know!!!
I found some peace today,i grit my teeth
And swallow all my pain
and selfish ??
I use to ??
[Chorus]
Let me out, let me out I'm singing
Let me out, let me out I'm singing
I'm a liar and a cheat in prison
Accused of telling the truth
[Repeat twice]
The flames are panes, they pain my eyes
Child alone since his face won't lie
Time burns my soul again
Sifting through the smoking lies
Swimming next in a loveless dive
first and last aint ever the same, so I'll keep on singing this
I don't care if you're right or if I'm always wrong
Just want to sing my song before this whole world
[Chorus (repeat twice)]
Now and forever
I stand to sever all ties and connections with recollections of pain or fear
From Police, society, authority and other people
Swallowing tears, lining my stomach
Getting free'er every second eroding and exploding all this corporate ? while i can
Metal prison bars block out minds
Your truth you'll televise
I never bought it and I won't play your games, for vane
Are we just rats in a ? zoo, scraping for cheese in a maze made to lose
No, I'm not and I won't eat your food
I don't care if your right or if I'm always wrong, just want to sing my song before this whole world goes..gone.
Hey if u ever get a chance to listen to this song... please do... it's awsome.