drag my parts to the city i never got to visit promise don't let me miss it.....
wow i havn't updated in like 3 years. ok like 2 weeks but still its been awhile. nothing much has really happened in these last few weeks. same old shizzit. football sucks and so does work. were 1 and 4 wowzers. lol. yea and today at work i had to clean up poo. yea i feel like a loser. fuck publix i need a new job so i can quit!! i'm tired of cleaning other peoples shit, its not fun anymore.
i always knew i'd end up dead today....
yea so i still feel like i'm by myself. i have so many people around me that care about me but it just doesn't feel right. i need someone of the oppsite sex. i really like someone who i've known for a while and were pretty good friends but i dunno. we hung out but it was kinda weird cause of someone else. whateva. i need someone who is like me like my personality and my taste in shizzit. i think the person i like is has some of these qualitys but i dunno. i think shes probally to good for me anywho. shes definitly hot and i am not. o man that rhymes.
bloody kisses from poisoned lips....
i'm tired and i feel so mexican right now. i worked super hard today to make my minimum wage. i really hate publix. working there so isn't worth 5.75 an hour.
for some reason i feel really pressured or something. i feel like i'm doing stuff just to make people happy. i'm really tired of it. i'm tired of being everyones bitch, doing shit just to make themselves feel good or happy when i'm always sad. i feel like shit and i don't kno why. i'm tired of it. from now on i'm doing what makes me happy, i'm gonna be what i want to be, i'm gonna do what i wanna do. i'm not gonna change personality wise, i'm just gonna change self esteem wise.
i could sure go for an arousing game of yahtzee or maybe a nice little game of hungry hungry hippos. i'm the champ at that.
you and me u kno that we were always funny in a car crash sort of way....
-byebye =/
i always knew i'd end up dead today....
yea so i still feel like i'm by myself. i have so many people around me that care about me but it just doesn't feel right. i need someone of the oppsite sex. i really like someone who i've known for a while and were pretty good friends but i dunno. we hung out but it was kinda weird cause of someone else. whateva. i need someone who is like me like my personality and my taste in shizzit. i think the person i like is has some of these qualitys but i dunno. i think shes probally to good for me anywho. shes definitly hot and i am not. o man that rhymes.
bloody kisses from poisoned lips....
i'm tired and i feel so mexican right now. i worked super hard today to make my minimum wage. i really hate publix. working there so isn't worth 5.75 an hour.
for some reason i feel really pressured or something. i feel like i'm doing stuff just to make people happy. i'm really tired of it. i'm tired of being everyones bitch, doing shit just to make themselves feel good or happy when i'm always sad. i feel like shit and i don't kno why. i'm tired of it. from now on i'm doing what makes me happy, i'm gonna be what i want to be, i'm gonna do what i wanna do. i'm not gonna change personality wise, i'm just gonna change self esteem wise.
i could sure go for an arousing game of yahtzee or maybe a nice little game of hungry hungry hippos. i'm the champ at that.
you and me u kno that we were always funny in a car crash sort of way....
-byebye =/