ES NO BUENO
Last night was awful, really awful. My family is awful and I was up until 4 this morning because I was too scared to go to sleep. But on the good side I steam cleaned my carpet all by myself yesterday, of course when I woke up the demons had thrown up on it and thrown cat food all over the place but it was clean for a little bit. The cats have taken over the couch and are just crying and fighting all over the place. My mouth hurts and my stomach is being all rawr. I wanna do something tomorrow or see Cody but I know I can't which blows. It's laundry day and I've been wearing my bathing suit and my holey jeans which aren't even jeans anymore all day, =]]. My cellphone has gone to shit forreal this time and I can't even turn it on anymore. I realized today how many girls my age are pregnant right now and are keeping their babies and how cutely proud they are of the entire thing. I'm happy that it isn't as taboo anymore. I talked to asian David today and it made me want to cry because all I want to do is hug him and promise he'll be a good daddy but I can't. I'm super lost right now.