Dec 25, 2006 01:45
"Could somebody show me the kind of affection
That you only see in the movies, you know what I mean"
Forreal. I can't sleep and there's nothing to do. I just read this short story called Guts and I'm almost tempted to type the entire thing onto here because it was disgusting and horrid but I loved it. I also love Aqualung. I hate feeling like there's so much I wish I could find in another person and knowing it isn't there in anybody. Or atleast that's how I'm feeling. My mind is just jumping from one thing to another and it stinks because the last thing I feel like doing is thinking. I've put on so much weight and it makes me wonder who I'm doing this for, it's not like anybody is going to like me once I'm fat again. I'm burning the saddest cd ever and then I'm going to go read Haunted until I fall asleep.