WEIGHT
I did it, finally. I called Ember && Tya and told them everything, I feel so much better now and hope they understand and accept my apologies because they mean the world to me. I still haven't told Cody yet and don't really know if I will, I'm scared. We had a good day today, just laying down listening to music and staring at each other. In a weird way it was the happiest I've been in a long time. Maybe I should just stop fighting it. I realized when I was on the phone that this is the only body I'm going to get and I should start taking care of it. I just want to be happy.