Yet Another Emo post...

Jun 14, 2008 01:23


I hate days like this. Earlier today I made someone cry. It was necessary, but it hurt nonetheless. For now I won't go into details, perhaps in a few days... maybe. So now I'm sitting here glancing up at the movie I have going on in the background and cursing the mosquito that had the nerve to bite me on my foot. Bloody parasite. I want so desperately to write something profound, to write something with beauty and clarity that helps me understand the very thing I am going through. Instead I stumble from sentence to sentence for the whole world to see. Oh, the joys of the Internet. Not only can you make a fool of yourself, but you do so willingly and invite those you know to come see...

I feel so choked up inside. Like the chain on my mental bicycle is stuck between gears. One moment I'm pedaling smoothly, the next moment I'm trying to get the chain to catch again risking losing the chain all together.

Now where did I put my eyeliner and razors...

Yes, that was a joke.

Well, I don't have much else to say for now. I thought I did for a moment, but there went my chain somewhere between gears. Ha, yeah. I'm taking this a little far... alright I go now

Forever,
Broken
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