worst...day...ever
Very rushed senopsis of my weekend:
So I got back Saturday night, had a sleepover, watched Vanity Fair (soooooooo sad. if you see it, watch the alternate ending, because it's infinitely better and more uplifting). Sunday, I tried to get to church for the second service (11:15 instead of 10:00) but didn't know it was the anniversary-type party thingy. So it's pouring MONSTROUS rain, there's lightning hitting the parking lot and shaking the ground, I don't have my cell phone, and there's not ONE spot in the parking lot. No one was outside to direct me b/c of the storm, so I went home, very edgy from the weather and circumstances. I start to park in the street b/c our trailer takes up the driveway, and my mom, trying to help me stay dry, yells to park in the driveway. In my fragile state, I believed her to be yelling at me out of anger or fear. I broke down and cried. So I didn't make it to church.
I'd been dying during the whole week to buy Harry Potter, but we never found a Barnes and Noble (with which I had 2 gift cards). I did NOT want to drive again Sunday, so my mom took me out grocery shopping with a side trip to the book store. I declared yesterday Fat Sunday because today my whole family went on the South Beach diet. My mom and I bought the book and ate Wendy's fries and frosties. I was then lamenting the fact that I never made it to church and, because I only see my new crush once a week, at church, I'd be dying after missing next week too. (not that he's the only reason I go...I was just upset I don't see him more) Right then, Angela calls to tell me there's a party for all the Mexico kids (of which he is one). Happy moment. The party rocked, I came home, happiness over.
Hoo.
Today, I had to tutor Matt, because he has one week to finish an entire Algebra course (not my fault, he couldn't pick up the pace). Basically, that was a disaster b/c he can't focus and it made me miserable. So there's all this tension between me, Matt, and my mom over that. Then there's the fact that I can't eat any carbs. Well, my body doesn't like that, so it decides to make me more miserable and sick. Today I've eaten one cheese stick, a glass of milk and a diet iced tea. Not filling. I feel weak and gross, and hopefully dinner will satisfy me more. So then I found out that I had to have 2 song snippets memorized by today and I lost the music. I made copies of Michelle's and did my best, but I'm not sure how much that counts for.
On the upside, I can find out if I make it into Taylor by October, Harry Potter is really good, the people who camped next to us had the hottest son ever, parasailing was fun, the Interlochen student jazz groups are beyond amazing, I found a homecoming dress, and I get to eat FOOD for dinner!
Sorry this entry is so full-force CRAZY, but that's what my mind is like right now. I'm sure half of you gave up after the "Hoo."
I love y'all, I'll see some of you's later today, and I have to use the restroom.
Kisses!
~megalicious~
Oh yes, and this is copied from angela:
My ABC's
A - Age you got your first kiss: not yet
B - Band listening to right now: nothing
C - Crush: TJ
D - Dad's name: Gary
E - Easiest person to talk to: Ellen or Angela
F - Favorite band at the moment: I don't know, Semper Fi, but they are no more
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: worms
H - Hometown: Troy
I - Instruments: French horn, mellophone, trumpet
J - Junior High: Larson Losers!
K - Kids: don't have any, but I'd name them Carolyn and Christopher
L - Longest car ride ever: Yellowstone a couple years ago. We watched movies the whole time
M - Mom's name: Connie
N - Nicknames: Meg, Meggie, Meggo, Megs, Mango
O - One wish: For him to notice me
P - Phobia: construction workers, Hannibal, bees
Q - Quote: “The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious” -Albert Einstein
R - Reason to smile: I'm a senior! And Angela held hands with Ben last night!
S - Song you sang last: Something from Ange's MP3 player last night
T - Time you woke up [today]: 10:30...I had to tutor Matt
U - Unknown fact about me: I used to wrestle, and I beat Peter Vigeant. Some people know that, so here's another...I sleep with a stuffed lion named Roary who I got when I was born, and I threw up on it in third grade.
V - Vegetable you hate: celery
W - Worst habit: biting my lip
X - X-rays you've had: teeth and jaw, kidneys twice, ankle
Y - Yummy food: ice cream and any carbohydrates I'm craving right now...which is all of them
Z - Zodiac sign: Cancer
So I got back Saturday night, had a sleepover, watched Vanity Fair (soooooooo sad. if you see it, watch the alternate ending, because it's infinitely better and more uplifting). Sunday, I tried to get to church for the second service (11:15 instead of 10:00) but didn't know it was the anniversary-type party thingy. So it's pouring MONSTROUS rain, there's lightning hitting the parking lot and shaking the ground, I don't have my cell phone, and there's not ONE spot in the parking lot. No one was outside to direct me b/c of the storm, so I went home, very edgy from the weather and circumstances. I start to park in the street b/c our trailer takes up the driveway, and my mom, trying to help me stay dry, yells to park in the driveway. In my fragile state, I believed her to be yelling at me out of anger or fear. I broke down and cried. So I didn't make it to church.
I'd been dying during the whole week to buy Harry Potter, but we never found a Barnes and Noble (with which I had 2 gift cards). I did NOT want to drive again Sunday, so my mom took me out grocery shopping with a side trip to the book store. I declared yesterday Fat Sunday because today my whole family went on the South Beach diet. My mom and I bought the book and ate Wendy's fries and frosties. I was then lamenting the fact that I never made it to church and, because I only see my new crush once a week, at church, I'd be dying after missing next week too. (not that he's the only reason I go...I was just upset I don't see him more) Right then, Angela calls to tell me there's a party for all the Mexico kids (of which he is one). Happy moment. The party rocked, I came home, happiness over.
Hoo.
Today, I had to tutor Matt, because he has one week to finish an entire Algebra course (not my fault, he couldn't pick up the pace). Basically, that was a disaster b/c he can't focus and it made me miserable. So there's all this tension between me, Matt, and my mom over that. Then there's the fact that I can't eat any carbs. Well, my body doesn't like that, so it decides to make me more miserable and sick. Today I've eaten one cheese stick, a glass of milk and a diet iced tea. Not filling. I feel weak and gross, and hopefully dinner will satisfy me more. So then I found out that I had to have 2 song snippets memorized by today and I lost the music. I made copies of Michelle's and did my best, but I'm not sure how much that counts for.
On the upside, I can find out if I make it into Taylor by October, Harry Potter is really good, the people who camped next to us had the hottest son ever, parasailing was fun, the Interlochen student jazz groups are beyond amazing, I found a homecoming dress, and I get to eat FOOD for dinner!
Sorry this entry is so full-force CRAZY, but that's what my mind is like right now. I'm sure half of you gave up after the "Hoo."
I love y'all, I'll see some of you's later today, and I have to use the restroom.
Kisses!
~megalicious~
Oh yes, and this is copied from angela:
My ABC's
A - Age you got your first kiss: not yet
B - Band listening to right now: nothing
C - Crush: TJ
D - Dad's name: Gary
E - Easiest person to talk to: Ellen or Angela
F - Favorite band at the moment: I don't know, Semper Fi, but they are no more
G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: worms
H - Hometown: Troy
I - Instruments: French horn, mellophone, trumpet
J - Junior High: Larson Losers!
K - Kids: don't have any, but I'd name them Carolyn and Christopher
L - Longest car ride ever: Yellowstone a couple years ago. We watched movies the whole time
M - Mom's name: Connie
N - Nicknames: Meg, Meggie, Meggo, Megs, Mango
O - One wish: For him to notice me
P - Phobia: construction workers, Hannibal, bees
Q - Quote: “The most beautiful thing we can experience is the mysterious” -Albert Einstein
R - Reason to smile: I'm a senior! And Angela held hands with Ben last night!
S - Song you sang last: Something from Ange's MP3 player last night
T - Time you woke up [today]: 10:30...I had to tutor Matt
U - Unknown fact about me: I used to wrestle, and I beat Peter Vigeant. Some people know that, so here's another...I sleep with a stuffed lion named Roary who I got when I was born, and I threw up on it in third grade.
V - Vegetable you hate: celery
W - Worst habit: biting my lip
X - X-rays you've had: teeth and jaw, kidneys twice, ankle
Y - Yummy food: ice cream and any carbohydrates I'm craving right now...which is all of them
Z - Zodiac sign: Cancer