oooof
Yesterday I skipped church to work on my physics project. Then I went to Jimmy's party (for like 4.5 hours), then I worked on that same project and 2 others until about1:30. I got up at 6am to finish my stuff, took an allergy pill and went to school. The whole 4.5 hours of sleep on top of medicine on top of stress for projects and the audition made me go CRAZY today. I was super upset and super tired and super everything horrible. I turned in my light journal, gave my speech, turned in section leader stuff, rocked my audition, drove people home, came home myself...and crashed. I slept from about 4-8. That stupid medicine was supposed to be non-drowsy, but it (on top of everything else) killed me. Then it felt like morning for a while and now I've lost all sense of time. OY!
Thanks Mellissa, Michelle, Mo, and others who made me feel better. The best part of the day was using our tongues as our bottom lip while playing in band...don't ask. It was hilarious. The audition was okay...but I was really nervous and it showed.
Oh, by the way, I got my part for my FRENCH HORN SOLO in the marching show! It's actually part of a quintet I think, but I'm very excited! This is one of the reasons I didn't try out for drum major. (The smallest, compared to not wanting to leave my lovely ladies and my Vinson!)
Tomorrow is my college interview in Walker, and I'm a bit nervous. I've already done all the interviews for the colleges I'm applying to, but it's different when you're reading a religious and very personal essay for the class, then answering questions from your evaluator. I want to skip school tomorrow. :(
I'm still exhausted, so I think I'll go catch up my sleep pattern. Tomorrow is our last lunch! I'm so disappointed about my GPA. It's not looking like I'm going to get an A on this math final, and that means no A in the class, and that means no 4.0 for me. I've worked so hard to keep it, especially through the notorious junior year, and one class throws it out the window. I just wanted to have it at the end, so I could put it on applications and not worry next year. I guess a 3.95 or whatever it will be now will have to cut it for me. I'm very upset.
Love to y'all. Life is confusing, but that's the beauty of it. That would've been a better quote for the yearbook thing. Whatever I put in there was stupid. This is now my official quote. The whole life thing above. I'm not typing it again.
To copy Mo...
Current Food: stuffed baked potato with cheese and bacon
Thanks Mellissa, Michelle, Mo, and others who made me feel better. The best part of the day was using our tongues as our bottom lip while playing in band...don't ask. It was hilarious. The audition was okay...but I was really nervous and it showed.
Oh, by the way, I got my part for my FRENCH HORN SOLO in the marching show! It's actually part of a quintet I think, but I'm very excited! This is one of the reasons I didn't try out for drum major. (The smallest, compared to not wanting to leave my lovely ladies and my Vinson!)
Tomorrow is my college interview in Walker, and I'm a bit nervous. I've already done all the interviews for the colleges I'm applying to, but it's different when you're reading a religious and very personal essay for the class, then answering questions from your evaluator. I want to skip school tomorrow. :(
I'm still exhausted, so I think I'll go catch up my sleep pattern. Tomorrow is our last lunch! I'm so disappointed about my GPA. It's not looking like I'm going to get an A on this math final, and that means no A in the class, and that means no 4.0 for me. I've worked so hard to keep it, especially through the notorious junior year, and one class throws it out the window. I just wanted to have it at the end, so I could put it on applications and not worry next year. I guess a 3.95 or whatever it will be now will have to cut it for me. I'm very upset.
Love to y'all. Life is confusing, but that's the beauty of it. That would've been a better quote for the yearbook thing. Whatever I put in there was stupid. This is now my official quote. The whole life thing above. I'm not typing it again.
To copy Mo...
Current Food: stuffed baked potato with cheese and bacon